Rough

Mollie had a rough morning crying a lot not wanting to leave my side but after her nap she was as happy as could be so she must have just been really tired. My emotions are crazy today. I miss my neice Livi. I can't even sing my new daughter songs because I just start crying thinking of Livi. And actually I really miss everything today and I do not know how I am going to make it through this time. I am crying out to Jesus. I know this will all be so joyful and rewarding for Joey & I and these two deserving kids when this is all over but right now I feel like just packing and going home. It really has nothing to do with the kids but everything to do with being in another country and being away from those you love. I don't know what to say. I don't really have anything else to say. My heart is breaking. Sorry.