Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Rough

Mollie had a rough morning crying a lot not wanting to leave my side but after her nap she was as happy as could be so she must have just been really tired. My emotions are crazy today. I miss my neice Livi. I can't even sing my new daughter songs because I just start crying thinking of Livi. And actually I really miss everything today and I do not know how I am going to make it through this time. I am crying out to Jesus. I know this will all be so joyful and rewarding for Joey & I and these two deserving kids when this is all over but right now I feel like just packing and going home. It really has nothing to do with the kids but everything to do with being in another country and being away from those you love. I don't know what to say. I don't really have anything else to say. My heart is breaking. Sorry.

3 comments:

Annie B. said...

I love you Er, and i'am soo sorry you are feeling so lonely!!

Crystal said...

Hang in there Erin....Lean on Joey that is what he is ther for!! =) Just know that we are all praying for you and that we love you tons!!
Not too much much longer and you guys will be home!! Enjoy your moments that you have with Mollie....she is just trying to get to know you and ALL kids have their down/emotional moments...especially GIRLS!! =)
Hang in there!
hugs and kisses~
Crystal

Anonymous said...

Erin you and Joey are doing great! It is definately a lot of change all at once but you are one of the most determined and strong woman I know. Mollie and Jones are beautiful and I love seeing the pictures. I'm prayer for you tonight is that God will wrap his arms around you so tight and bring you comfort.
Love,
Molly